I don't want to do anything

Sometimes people say me somethings I should be glad.
But I can't.
I don't wanna do anything about it.
I just wanna be myself.
People see things on me that are NOT true.
I'm not THE girl in the party. I'm just the funnier girl. Or the girl in the funnier wear. Or... or. so many ways.
But anyway, I've lost my way so long ago.
Perhaps I'm going to do just it: to be the girl in the funnier wear everytime. Or the stronger. Or the stranger. Who knows?
(This way I know I have to improve my english. YES I DO.)

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